Day 194- The Time Where I Just Don't Know

I've got a lot of things going on in my brain right now. Things I haven't quite come to terms with, so it's going to be a while before I can actually say anything about it. Like, the voices in my head are still in the meeting about it, but the jury will be back in soon.
Today was just kind of lousy, cause my period started right in the middle of gym, and my pads were in my locker, which is on the other side of the school. I started having these insane cramps all through Social Studies, which makes learning about directions and degrees that much more unbearable. On the plus side, my pain made me focus and I finished three pages of homework before class was over.
On the minus side, I'm kind of depressed because of my brain. It's making me weirded out and kind of... I dunno... more like Deadpool.